once upon a time, trey put me in a magazine.

www.seelike.me

august.

sunlight is flooding through the streets,

the August heat is striking, but perhaps not so much as her eyes.

we cross a bridge as the sun is going down.
it's just before dusk,

we're making small talk,

she's pushing hair out of her eyes.

she turns and looks across the sea
"it's so beautiful. i mean, how lucky are we."

woven of dreams and anagrams

one big run-on sentence
seas singing songs
and waves working out words
-- this is living

no hooks cast, no anchors dropped
just me and the sea
(and a place for we)

july.

oh,
let's not talking about july
or the drifting of our eyes.

june.

oh june,
you share your name with her (and him and them)
and so,
when you are smiling at me
it's nothing i haven't seen before
[you only have fuller lips]

i see in you
what was (is) me --
the part of you
that is reckless

through a lens, darkly
you are events unfolding
you are history repeating itself,
a future recurring dream

sharing in something
that isn't really love
we are a part of the same madness
[we seek the same phrases]

the drifter.

you left me with only vowels
just u and i
with nothing in between

just u and i
parts of the alphabet
with nothing to grab onto

no dangling modifiers
to stretch out their limbs
not even a preposition
to bring us together

i wanted to give you words like love and hold me
but you didn't want my fragmented phrases

'we are broken metaphors, heavy with bad grammar'
(was all you had to say)

all i ever asked for was a subject and a verb.

you are now a poem
i've put you in writing
you exist, you exist!
(on this page, in my mind, in my heart, in my world)

how will i dress you up?
an adjective here,
a hyperbole there?
no.
you don't need exaggerations,
you just simply are.

your end of august.

changing seasons, changing tides, changing hearts.

autumn.

Night is falling.
The bruised sky extends,
grabbing summer light.
Her voice is soft,
she's early.

giving thanks.

blessed be
blessed we
blessed me

playing house.

"i don't plan on settling for anything less than my kind of perfect" - francesca

distance

you and i
are sitting on opposite sides of this place (the world)
i can count the hours
and the minutes
between us

but it's more than that.

wanderlust-ing.

what are you doing this year? more importantly, who are you doing it with? there's a bunch of pronouns floating outside my door, becoming their very own sea of letters. lawrence's thoughts begin to mingle with them. e.e. cummings tells them to throw away their question marks. all of a sudden, we are an ocean of 'romaniticism'. i smell stardust. i see clouds.

untitled.

so this is what losing vision(s) is like.

the ocean, the ocean, the ocean and i,
we don't have time
for your tidal wave(s) of insecurity,
your tide pool(s) of tears,

you need new words
you need new ways
'cause i'm out to sea
and you're in the distance
and i'll be just fine.

summer's child.

pale child of summer,
missing summer sun,
but mostly, the light.

truths become folded into pockets,
tucked under blankets,
lost in the dark days,
hushed by rainfall.

no more love letters,
just debates with a map,
which route to take,
which sea to fall into
(catch me).

dreamers.

moon walkers,

star chasers,

cloud drifters,

foreign misters,

northern narine,

eastern elle,

southern seas,

western swells,

border dancers,

land seekers,

ocean lovers,

heart keepers,

don't you go passing (me) by.

thoughts on a motorbike (indonesia)

calm, shimmering colors.
and then -- to shore!
rolling in like a tidal wave, a sea of motors and hearts

-- somewhere we're lost in it all.

balinese beauty.

adjectives can't describe it
verbs won't provoke it
thoughts won't threaten it

cuz we are the girls with the alabaster skin
the yet-to-be wanderers

your not-so-love-poems
don't spin us 'round

we will be the ones to leave you
(with heavy hearts).

the day was unusual (peculiar even).
the words were unfamiliar,
with a new set of vowels
     u
        i
           y?

a foreign affair

CIRCLE, SPHERE, WORLD
YOUR 360 DEGREES
AND MY 21 YEARS
COULD BE SO DREAMY

love is an affair.

fondly,

i think of the moments that

i pulled your hair and

tattooed myself into your bed sheets.

a series of un(fortunate) events.

i woke up,

spit you out,

washed you off,

and wondered --

-- where the fuck is all the devastation?

accidents happen

your own tragedy just brought down the moon.

it landed in the ocean.

you are on the pavement.

and they just continued on,

like they didn't even miss the stars.

too many blogs under too many accounts

bringing it all back into one

oceans-always.blogspot.com is back home.


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